It Is Not Always What It Seems To Be.

You sit patiently waiting, waiting for that moment where you can breathe without pain. Without feeling like the weight of the world is sitting right there on your chest, you needing to lift it each and every time you exhale. You’re spinning in a whirlwind trying to catch yourself at every turn, only to find one more spin is in your future. You have built your life around being the “strong one”, so no one knows that you’re crumbling on the inside that you’re just a step away from gone. You know that you have made choices that you must live with in life, but how long must you suffer for them? How long do you need to sit and watch life go by because you chose to stand by even when someone else did not?

Sometimes, people make choices because they have to, not because they want to. They may not have a real option in the matter and whether they really want to or not, their lives are up-heaved and turned upside down because someone else has another plan, or needs them for awhile. Unfortunately, during that time, those who take them may not realize that even though they are happy and content with how life has turned out, the other may just be miserable and completely alone. Sometimes, you must look past the end of your ocean view, because the girl at the end of it may not be taking in the picturesque view- she may just be looking for a way out.