Later Factor

Sit and wait, it is the inevitable answer that life is always handing you. The corner is not just a time out for two year olds, it is the place in which you have been put and must stay for the majority of your life while the rest of the world rushes by. You hear the world is what you make of it, you only get out of it what you put into it but no matter how hard you try it just is not enough to make that stick. You’re not enough, not enough to make anything worth while. You’re the later factor, the later factor for the whole world. Everyone will get to it later. You have to get to it now, your responsible for everything and everyone. Responsible for so much for so long, so much so that you do not know who you are. YOU were lost so long ago, lost in a dark world that hides behind the perpetual smile that can only be pasted for so long before it has to break. Shameful do you feel when it does, not wanting anyone to see when it does. Trying to hide all the reasons why, for your not supposed to feel, need to feel, know how to feel.